Friday, November 06, 2009
proof
shockingly true
i guess its has been quite sometime since i have time to blog-hop that i'm utterly shocked with the changes that has been happening to everyone's life
- one of my uni-mate dah nak dpt baby. (ni mmg sumpah terkejut!!)
- my ex-colleague is getting married (finally :p)
hoho, that shows the amount of time that i used to spend with you, dier
rizal was right when he said that i'm a person yg fail in 'pembahagian kasih sayang' :p
seriously, i need to make full use of my '7 Habits of Highly Effective People Organizer'
maybe then, i will learn to be fair to people that i care
on other note, did i not mention that i'm off for a weekend gateway?
sandy beaches in 4 hours :)
off to saloon, i want to start my weekend of pampering!
(d last weekend before i turn 25 next week, duh SCARY!!)
and yes, i'm not working today!!!
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
8:25 AM;
Sunday, November 01, 2009
silence is not golden
and in this case its my excessive twittering activity :p
been busy with work, since October 1,
its been a month, and i've barely had any chance to go home before dawn.
working from dusk till dawn, i'm now officially married to the company(till now i guess)
on other note, my tennis racket has made its several debut, finally :p
i hope its not a lost cause, as i'm in serious need to burn more carbs!
all work and no play, has made zura a fat ass. (not that i not love myself enough, but people do start to notice of my new self)
owh, i have less than a month before i turn a year wiser
note to self, age is just a number, so don't freak out, just yet :p
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
1:46 AM;
Sunday, August 09, 2009
obsessed
owh no, i'm hooked!
hoho. jgn risau kak ola, bukan obsessed yg itu :p
tp obsess to play tennis
yup, mmg tangan saya 'pengko'
gayer pegang racket one of a kind
maybe mmg kene beli kot racket sebesar alam yg Pejal kate tu kot
petang ni, pinjam racket lg yer!
on other note,
'You', thanks for being such an ass, ignoring me, pushing me away, treated me like a damn stranger. Just what i needed to shove you away, far-far away.
owh, thank god, saya selamat, tak mungkin lemas diyana!
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
11:45 AM;
Friday, July 31, 2009
rahsia
please, keep it to yourself!
bole tak kalau nak buat kejahatan jgn bgtau aku!
now i know how kak nad feels when i tell her of my escape plan
cam rase jd bersubahat la plak kan
you really know how to affect me even though i'm a thousand miles away
aku marah, marah sbb rasa hopeless nak stop kejahatan itu
tp perlu ke tuk buat ape2? or mampu ke for me to buat apa2?
like you said earlier, dah besar, so kene make life choices sendiri and live with it
owh, i really have to narrow my circle of concern
like what rizal said, "zura, u can't take care of everybody
even if you want to"
my last episode of 'under the weather' is the very true example of 'bahana nak jaga sumeorang, lupa jaga diri sendiri'
ok, skrg dah tak sweet sgt dah
kau dah berjaya buat aku marah
bagus!
dah, zura. stop
till then,
xoxo,zurabes
11:43 PM;
cranky post part II
never will i be cranky anymore
again, i've told you earlier that i'm cranky and emotional when i'm sick
maybe because i'm used to being pampered and taken care off by my mom and dad when i'm sick (owh, my family treat me like a princess kalau sakit)
they've spoiled me for life
not that i can't fend for my own, bukan nyer bedridden pun kalau sakit
tp, when we know of someone who cares for us, we kinda built expectations of that person
an idea of what, how should we be treated
an independent girl, had transformed to become a spoilt girl, a moron!
that is till today,
never again want to be that spoilt girl (azam tahun gaji baru saya)
today's event had taught me well
i'm sorry for putting you through hell
i was very wrong for throwing tantrum at you just because i thought you've forgotten to buy me lunch when the matter of fact, u've not have yours yet (jahat bukan?)
and yet, when i acted like an ass, a total moron, u still waited for me in front of my house with my lunch, still worried bout me and most importantly, u've kept your cool and not be mad at me. (yeah, when i'm cranky, its not a good place to be. trust me)
for that, i'm really sorry for being unreasonable
i guess now u've seen the bad side of me, the ugly truth, me in my darkest hour
its good enough to have person who cares for us kan, so next time i'll expect less of people
then again,
why of why you have to be so sweet huh?
owh diyana, help me. i need serious help
saya takmau lemas
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
2:29 PM;
Thursday, July 30, 2009
cranky post
owh no, i feel like a fat ass.
yeah, i get a little bit cranky when i'm under the weather
dah 2 hari dah demam, my mom kata, 'zura, sakit itu bersih dosa'
owh, mom, i need to demam more than 2 days la camni sbb i've not been a good gurl lately..
tp tula, bila dah sakit far-far away from home, you'll know who ur friends really are
rizal, shah and kak su, u r the greatest housemate friend ever
thank you, for taking care of me these past few days
org demam patut kurus, tp thanks to your tlc, my fat cells multiplies over the period of 2 days
again, i feel like a fat ass. period.(tp ada org kata, its rather sexy ;p)
owh no, too much information
keep it to yourself ok?
owh, i hate to drag my fat ass to the office esok. what about giving me mc for another day doctor?
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
5:22 PM;
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
truth
the floodgates are now officially open!
thanks to you, my mentor, skrg ni i've evolve to become a person yg not scared of letting people know of my feelings
well, he said that, "zura, when you tell the truth, open yourself up, you got nothing to loose dear. paling teruk pun malu sket jer"
so what's to be compared from malu sikit dr hidup with a lot of what ifs a.k.a in the dark kan?
tp tu la, i've warned you earlier bout me being a 'straight-a' student
thanks to your non-stop 'training' and excessive 'ground work' ,
haha, ibarat pepatah melayu, 'cikgu kencing berdiri, anak murid kencing berlari'
skrg i'm more advanced in being true to people of my feelings
a few of 'lucky' persons dah get a taste of the new-very-straight-forward zura
i even caught you by surprise, didn't i?
tp seriously, its a revelation
now, i'm free from fear of the unknown
i call it TRUTH
-advisory - this method is not for the faint hearted-
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
10:08 PM;
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
nice pain
its tough time, but i kinda love it
yeah, i know, its been a WHILE
mmg busy tahap cips jer at the office now
with the new management at my office
its now officially
'SCARRY' to go to the office
tp dont get me wrong, its scary in a nice way
yeah, he's strict, but at least he got balls
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
5:40 PM;
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
ola!
live from barcelona!
my Mediterranean Summer holidays had officially started
but then, my first day at Barcelona is kinda disappointing
its second easter, so all the shops are closed (in spain, its mandatory for all shops to be closed on sunday, and public holiday)
so no shopping spree for me
jersey barca pun blom dpt beli ni ='(
plus, tour group kali ni x bes (we're the 'coffee solo' in the group, so paham2 jerlah)
owh, i miss my turkey group. next time, we really2 have to go on trips together sbb you gurls, guys rocks to the core!
tomorrow we will be heading to Valencia, 4 hours drive from barcelona. hope the landscape is nice.
owh, saya rindu seseorang ='(
till then,
xoxo,zurabes
4:07 AM;
Friday, May 29, 2009
it's a revelation!
he's just not that into you
i've seen it for the second time
and cried 4 times this time around, (oppose to the first time, 3 times i nangis at the cinema ;p)
i wonder why?
i guess it hit me in the face with the fact that
he's just not that into me ='(
btw, thanks for the i'm sorry card
but things happen, or do not happen for a reason right
maybe u're a sign that i'm getting close to my 'exception'
as you said, you're my 50% kinda guy
and nobody who's anybody should settle for anything less
(lainlah kalau dier loser, and clearly i'm not one of them)
so, stick to what u believe in zura, u'll get there
(hoho, kata2 membina semangat tuk diri sendiri)
i guess my two weeks vacation will do me good
(owh, my usa trip didn't materialize, HIN1 punya pasal)
instead we're going to europe
spain-portugal-holland, here i come. (mebi i'll jumpa en.9 jam plak kan? ;p)
till then,
xoxo, Zurabes
9:11 PM;
Sunday, May 10, 2009
tired
enough is enough
i know people see me as a person yg bole dibuli
because i usually x membalas,
its not because i can't fight, i just choose to take the high road
i choose my fights kot,
and most importantly, because i know, i can take massive shit, and still be ok
aku mmg bukan org yg berkira
tp, please la, patut2 la pun
you know who you're
and you should be ashamed of yourself
and, i'm not blacklisting ur name in my book.
i do not hold grudge, that's just me
i just pity a person like you
and hope one day, you'll see the light and stop acting like an a$$
sabar jer la!
till then,
xoxo, Zurabes
4:23 PM;
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
help needed!
i'm no superwomen
travelled 3500km within 2 days
miri-kl back and forth (macam la kl tu belakang rumah jer kan)
serve me right for being cynical to my mentor, kong
terus kene 'tulah'
visited my wan last nite, she's not feeling well. over excited attending my cousin nyer daughter's wedding (yes, saya mmg seorang auntie yg niece nyer dah kawin) sampai tired and fainted. i've made a promise to my wan, that the day i get married, all she has to do is sit and be pretty, all the guest will come to her very own podium. wajib for every guest! so now wan, let's hope somebody will pinang me ok!
may will be a hell of a month
champions league - c'mon catalans! please be in the final and kick man u's ass
borneo games - c'mon volleyball team! hope me being the first female convener for our volleyball mens squad wont jinx the team
movin' day - i'm moving to a new house in miri
'bungalow 436' party of the year - do not blame me if korang sakit perut with my cooking nanti and last but not least, our trip to the states - hope the flu tu dah ok by the end of the month. fingers crossed
wah, nikmat dunia betul cookies bakin' boys ni. owh, there goes my diet =,(
btw, i love a guy yg pandai masak. sooooo sexy ok!
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
9:54 PM;
