Wednesday, July 15, 2009
nice pain
its tough time, but i kinda love it
yeah, i know, its been a WHILE
mmg busy tahap cips jer at the office now
with the new management at my office
its now officially
'SCARRY' to go to the office
tp dont get me wrong, its scary in a nice way
yeah, he's strict, but at least he got balls
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
5:40 PM;
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
ola!
live from barcelona!
my Mediterranean Summer holidays had officially started
but then, my first day at Barcelona is kinda disappointing
its second easter, so all the shops are closed (in spain, its mandatory for all shops to be closed on sunday, and public holiday)
so no shopping spree for me
jersey barca pun blom dpt beli ni ='(
plus, tour group kali ni x bes (we're the 'coffee solo' in the group, so paham2 jerlah)
owh, i miss my turkey group. next time, we really2 have to go on trips together sbb you gurls, guys rocks to the core!
tomorrow we will be heading to Valencia, 4 hours drive from barcelona. hope the landscape is nice.
owh, saya rindu seseorang ='(
till then,
xoxo,zurabes
4:07 AM;
Friday, May 29, 2009
it's a revelation!
he's just not that into you
i've seen it for the second time
and cried 4 times this time around, (oppose to the first time, 3 times i nangis at the cinema ;p)
i wonder why?
i guess it hit me in the face with the fact that
he's just not that into me ='(
btw, thanks for the i'm sorry card
but things happen, or do not happen for a reason right
maybe u're a sign that i'm getting close to my 'exception'
as you said, you're my 50% kinda guy
and nobody who's anybody should settle for anything less
(lainlah kalau dier loser, and clearly i'm not one of them)
so, stick to what u believe in zura, u'll get there
(hoho, kata2 membina semangat tuk diri sendiri)
i guess my two weeks vacation will do me good
(owh, my usa trip didn't materialize, HIN1 punya pasal)
instead we're going to europe
spain-portugal-holland, here i come. (mebi i'll jumpa en.9 jam plak kan? ;p)
till then,
xoxo, Zurabes
9:11 PM;
Sunday, May 10, 2009
tired
enough is enough
i know people see me as a person yg bole dibuli
because i usually x membalas,
its not because i can't fight, i just choose to take the high road
i choose my fights kot,
and most importantly, because i know, i can take massive shit, and still be ok
aku mmg bukan org yg berkira
tp, please la, patut2 la pun
you know who you're
and you should be ashamed of yourself
and, i'm not blacklisting ur name in my book.
i do not hold grudge, that's just me
i just pity a person like you
and hope one day, you'll see the light and stop acting like an a$$
sabar jer la!
till then,
xoxo, Zurabes
4:23 PM;
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
help needed!
i'm no superwomen
travelled 3500km within 2 days
miri-kl back and forth (macam la kl tu belakang rumah jer kan)
serve me right for being cynical to my mentor, kong
terus kene 'tulah'
visited my wan last nite, she's not feeling well. over excited attending my cousin nyer daughter's wedding (yes, saya mmg seorang auntie yg niece nyer dah kawin) sampai tired and fainted. i've made a promise to my wan, that the day i get married, all she has to do is sit and be pretty, all the guest will come to her very own podium. wajib for every guest! so now wan, let's hope somebody will pinang me ok!
may will be a hell of a month
champions league - c'mon catalans! please be in the final and kick man u's ass
borneo games - c'mon volleyball team! hope me being the first female convener for our volleyball mens squad wont jinx the team
movin' day - i'm moving to a new house in miri
'bungalow 436' party of the year - do not blame me if korang sakit perut with my cooking nanti and last but not least, our trip to the states - hope the flu tu dah ok by the end of the month. fingers crossed
wah, nikmat dunia betul cookies bakin' boys ni. owh, there goes my diet =,(
btw, i love a guy yg pandai masak. sooooo sexy ok!
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
9:54 PM;
Friday, May 01, 2009
SPACE
in desperate need for it
my recent 'episode' at the airport this morning makes me sick to my stomach
cam suffocating, rimas, lemas
i'm tired of being 'diatur' by you
i'm tired of being watched over, every step of the way
i need my space
i need time
i need me
seriously, you're freaking me out
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
11:14 PM;
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
can
of worms
mr.18 jam,
i'm worried sick bout you. hope you're safe even dgn medical outbreak yg worsen by day.
if you're reading this, please, do not disappear again okay?
at least let me know if you're okay.
i'll pray for your safety, insyaAllah
kong,
nasty rumors were everywhere even as when i wrote this post
we're so different (haven and hell like you said ;p), yet have many things in common
all things said and done, you'll always be my evil twin,
my big brother,
my family,
tak kurang, tak lebih (we damn know our limits ok!)
you'll always be the luckiest person on planet earth that i know of (do not try your luck too much ok? i might not be able to save you the next time around)
mr.x
its out in the open, finally,
tu lah, who asked you to open the pendora's box
i'm not the zura that you used to know
i'm now all straight to the point kind girl
tade masa tuk extended drama2 ni
who said that i'm a chicken, penakut, mintak maaf skrg gak!
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
10:21 AM;
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Clbr8tion
its time to party!
she's a total opposite of me
she's timid and i'm loud
she's the budak baik and i'm the mischievous one
she's very lembut hati (tried and tested for the past 17 years) and i'm stubborn
she loves to cook, and i don't even want to be near to a stove
that's my aja, my sister, my confidant
happy 18th birthday
akak sayang kamu, aja
p/s: soon we'll be having our very own chef at our house
gourmet food, i can't wait!
i hope you like my birthday treat to you :)
sorry cam terawal plak hadiah
till then,
xoxo,zurabes
11:18 PM;
Friday, April 17, 2009
surprise!
guess who got wiser?
happy birthday kak soo!
i hope you like our so not surprise gathering
i'm sorry that our initial plan to 'pow' you and kong doesn't materialize
i guess we have to wait till Monday ;p
i also got my very own 'surprises'
got the book for our 'secret santa' session at the office
mmg blushing tahap cips jer when i opened the gift wrapper
everybody was laughing their ass off looking at me, sampai my boss said 'wah, mendalam maksud buku tu'
but then don't judge the book by its cover, the book is about women @ workplace, and its written by a group of very successful lady bosses on their personal experience in climbing the corporate ladder.
tp still la, mmg tak boleh blah kene gelak by the whole department kot ;p
my second surprise came in a big blue paperbag
peace offering from my new 'pembantu am', kong
now the table is turned, hahahahahha
tu lah, who asked you to lose?
don't worry, i will not make your life a living hell ;p
till then,
xoxo,zurabes
7:02 AM;
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
bubble
in my own little world
zura, you're sooo damn naive, he said
still living in bubble of yours
your small head of yours is till filled with 'ideal world' ideas
then right then, the cruel, world with imperfect reality hit me right at my face
i was totally taken aback with the stuff he's telling me,
owh, this couldn't be right
please, not this, not in a million years
then, he asked me, 'budak kecik, are you okay?'
long pause, silent, zura is speechless
felt like throwing up pun ada gak
ask me again, not now please, i then blurted to him.
yeah, we laugh and make joke about it (that's how i handle nasty news, i laugh at it),
but then, deep down inside, i guess, my very own perfect little bubble that protects me from the real world had popped that very minute.
yeah,finally i get it now kaksu.
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
10:28 AM;
Thursday, April 09, 2009
jiwa kacau
time for my long awaited weekend getaway
swimming with nemo, shop-till-i-drop, fine-dine,movie-marathon
KK here i come
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
10:13 AM;
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
zero to hero!
a true underdog story
being the 'team tercorot' for the last, few consecutive years, its a surprise to everybody (including ourselves) when we become champion for this annual sports carnival
yours truly managed to bag one gold medal this year (my first ever!) from bowling. our tennis, hockey and volleyball mens create an upset when we emerged champion, defeating all previous defending champions of many years.
highlights of the entire match
the most memorable one, i must say is the final match for tennis. damn, matahari atas kepala tu, but with the 'semangat kesukanan' of our team (we were the first team to arrive at the location at 6.40am, sampai org pun pelik camne kong bole bangun awal! - it was all me and kak su, we were his alarm clock for 2 days) plus brilliant strategy and sheer of luck, made all the difference!
our team fought bermati-matian for the last match versus sprinta. it was very2 nail-biting, heart stopping finale under the hot scorching sun, where all was up to the mens doubles. nasib baik kong and abg. boy had been able to deliver the much needed one-final-point wpun they fought for 3-match.
3 teh-o-peng ok! kenape x order satu baldi jer kong ;p
nasib baik korang menang, it is worth it for me to bangun awal!
p/s: mengamuk la wife ko kong, sbb ko dah bertambah gelap :p
till then,
xoxo, zurabes
10:47 PM;
